The Saturn-Uranus Square of 2021 is now activating two "skipped steps" in my natal chart, which are Mercury and Chiron. "Skipped steps" refer to any planets that square the Nodes of the Moon in natal charts. The transit aspects involved here include: Saturn square Mercury, Saturn square Chiron, Saturn opposite North Node, Uranus opposite Mercury, Uranus conjunct Chiron, and Uranus square North Node. Dizzy yet? I am. I'll explain.
Communicating is stretching me like Gumby this year. My words can effortlessly provoke some people, even though that is not my intention. That being said, my mindset is reconstruction and my focus is on the bigger picture of relationships. I'm also sustaining my focus on The Now and my immediate environment. Causes of squabbles are being revealed to me.
I'm more excitable and my mind is susceptible to over-stimulation. My learning curve is sharp and I want to communicate more, but my communications have not been landing very well lately. My mind can quickly become fatigued. Communications can rapidly energize me, stimulate my mind, quickly demotivate me, or stifle my mind. My chart shows Eris in the 3rd House of environment, communication, and mind. Eris teaches us about where and how we make no sense.
My early childhood experiences, particularly those linked with wounding via communication in school and other immediate environments, have been bubbling up and resurfacing amongst my communications during these transits. The message for me is do more inner-work to further heal from wounds, to completely release unhelpful patterns amidst my communications. My insight is directly contingent upon my balance and energy health, especially now. My inner-peace is contingent upon self-care.
Overall, I'm in the position of restlessness because things are feeling a bit shook up, when it comes to 4th House themes of home, family, emotional needs, real estate, ancestry, and subconscious mind. Even though I'm adapting and pivoting, it feels like I'm being pushed into playing by rules I disagree with to sustain my home, after a nine-year career as an Educator. I'm refocusing on my inner-work and self-care so that my ego doesn't amplify the imposition. Creativity, Earth Medicine, Energy Healing, and Astro-psychology, are some of my links with joy.
This is a period of re-evaluation when it comes to giving and receiving, especially in partnerships and society. I'm dissolving irritability and other unpleasantness. Some social relationships are triggering me intermittently, which is nudging me toward inverting or withdrawing. During this period, if I choose to attempt to socialize, my efforts are often unreciprocated. Through mistakes, I'm learning to be more humble with how I approach people.
Rebellion has been getting the best of me, especially regarding 2nd House and 8th House themes of assets, money, shared money, earning a living, resources, personal unconscious, investigations, and dealing with life. I'm doing my best not to crash. It seems that help is getting more expensive by the day. A few bridges have singed and burned recently, but fortunately I'm a good swimmer.
The restlessness I'm feeling is very prominent. Changes just keep coming at me faster than I can acclimate to them. This is why my mind is set on reconstruction, so that I can strengthen my focus, adaptability, and processing speed. Focus is much more challenging for me now, although these transits are opportunity for me to exercise and strengthen my focus more, continue unlearning early childhood programming, and continue reprogramming my subconscious mind. This is where experiences with Real Subliminal have been astounding! Click the links to check it out:
Life is here to challenge us. We are here to experience energy in a physical form and everything that comes along with that. It is what it is, although I will continue to create, manifest, and manipulate energy to the best of my abilities, as I continue expanding.